13.04.2020

Current weight: 65.90 kg

Damn, I really need to start doing this regularly. I had my entire gallon and a half of wine in about a week and a half. Saw my grandparents today, they seem pretty well. Most importantly, I got more ‘stuff’ today. I hope it keeps me off the food long enough to see a good difference to me.

I honestly dunno what I’m doing anymore. wanna cry almost everyday, and I’ve been feeling emotions more often recently which worries me. Yeah, yeah, we’re all supoosed to feel things and not bottle stuff up, but it’s weird for someone who once stopped most emotions for the better part of 10 years.

My crush showed me some amazing music and it’s all I listen to now. I still draw occasionally but goddamn, I cannot be bothered sometimes. I just want you all to have the best you can, Thank you all.

Sta safe, stay skinny, A x

“You know, the very powerful and the very stupid have one thing in common: they don’t alter their views to fit the facts; they alter the facts to fit their views.”

Chris Boucher, Doctor Who (Tom Baker)

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