New to this blogging stuff, please give me the benefit of the doubt with this.
- 29.04.21Current Weight: 67.5 kg So I’m on day four of the infamous ABC diet, and I’m tired as hell xP all I wanna do is snack and stuff but I’m trying to be good and follow the diet. I’m tired as hell with life but I’m hoping this diet gets me to where I needContinue reading “29.04.21”
- 5.3.21Current weight: 67.7 kg I’m so tired of trying. Every day all I do is try and all I fucking do is fail. How do I keep going, how do I keep her going? I have nothing to show for the amount of effort I’ve put in to my life. If anything, it looks likeContinue reading “5.3.21”
- 3.3.2021Current weight: Around 67 kg Wow I’ve been gone a while. So I’ve been cutting free for 1 year, 2 weeks and 3 days. I nearly slipped up 3 days ago which hurts, but I thankfully pulled through. I’ve been having breakdowns, trauma realisations, flashbacks, arguments with loved ones, and so much shit piling upContinue reading “3.3.2021”
- 09.10.2020Current weight: who gives a shit I’m still fat I’m so tired of existing. I feel numb all the time, I feel disgusting evey second of every day, and I hate so much. So much is fucked up with this fucking world and none of us can do anything to change it unless we allContinue reading “09.10.2020”
- 05.10.2020Current weight: Not checked in 2 weeks I need to just leave this page open so I remember to write. Since last time we talked, some stuff has happened. I’m in my new house, all my housemates are here, uni has started again, I’m single(ish), I’ve tried acid, and I haven’t weighed in for aContinue reading “05.10.2020”
Life, and other lies 