07.02.2020

Current weight: 66.4 kg yesterday, 67.8 kg this morning (water I guess)

I got stonked last night. I mean, whammo, blammoed, bombliterated out the wazoo. I only had a total of 3 of these cookies last night but I didn’t expect me to hit so hard. I’m on 1 right now and it’s actually hitting me so smoothly that my soul has kinda – whoop, been sent. Yaknow? (Side note: I think I actually am actually getting there so oops). I’ve had my meds every day since being prescribed, and I’ve stopped drinking while on them (*pauses for applause*) Thank you, thank you! So instead I’ve been on the cookies 2 days in a row with a tournament tomorrow that I have to drive to!

Besides that what happened since sunday… Monday; I stayed at home, watched netflix/, played pokemon, stayed at home. Tuesday; I stayed home, did the other stuff and just did nothing in general. Wednesday I actually did something noteworthy and… skipped lectures! But I did go out for 2 hours of training in the afternoon and then host D&D in the evening, and I don’t think I did too bad on the sweets?

Then Thursday happened, I was gonna go and do pole but I ended up making ”cookies” instead. They’re… woah, to say the least. I then went to a friend’s house and had another cookie while sharing them out. I’ll be honest, after a certain point I was just gone. I woke up around 8.40 still in my friend’s bed, got my stuff and left, had a shower then eventually saw my grandfolks. It was nice, but they made me eat too much. Anyway then I drove home and sorted housing for next year. That should be an intersting situation if I make it that far.

Anyway, I’m hopefully gonna get enough sleep for the tournament tomorrow. Can’t eat if I’m unconcious!

Stay safe. Stay skinny, A x

“But in the end one needs more courage to live than to kill [Them]self.”

Albert Camus

Leave a comment

Design a site like this with WordPress.com
Get started