Current weight: over 70 kg
So it’s been a hot second since being here, huh? What’s been up with me? Just moving house, stresses of being with family, overeating, drinking too much, getting high constantly, and a lot of other stuff. I think I’m going to make an effort, both with this blog and with my weight loss, now though. I’m finally settled in a house where I can control myself and do what I need to.
I’m terrified about uni restarting but I’m going to use that as a way to sit in my room with 20 cans of monster, revising instead of socialising. In terms of ana, it’s been getting scary and I love it. The other night I caught myself thinking of ana as almost as integral to my identity as being queer. And stuff like that makes me smile instead of run. I’m too far gone but I don’t give a fuck.
Stay safe, Stay skinny. A x
“To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all.”
– Oscar Wilde
Life, and other lies 