Current weight: not looked in over a week, when I saw 72 and shat myself nearly
Today I started watching Sailor Moon which is fun! Already past the ana episode which was kinda fun to watch. I woke up still high from last night which is honestly cool as shit. Right now I’ve got a mix of Dragon’s blood, frankincense and lavender filling up my room while listening to the playlist I listen to on stream. It’s chilled. I miss the crazy.
I ate a sausage today along with some leftover ham and pineapple (yes straight from the tin). Nothing too horrible but disappointing. I want to start a coffee fast soon but gotta clear out my fresh ingredients from the fridge soon. I reckon I could get to 2 weeks this time. I got some corsets so been corset training a bit. Not much, 2 hours with only a bit of tightness, but enough to feel better about myself.
I drew some things, streamed some minecraft, wrote about my new ocs (all based on me) and drank some water, I had a phonecall from my nan, I checked my plants, I had a couple spoonfuls of my oil. I think they’ve faded now, but I’m gonna try and go a bit crazy tonight and have a lotta coffee. It makes me shit a lot, just like weed does, so there’s that lol.
I wish I was young again. I would do so much so differently. At the same time my mistakes make me the person I am. It’s tough to remember that and carry on, and sometimes I feel like going absolutely loose – just literally run for it and see what happens. Not running away, just to something different. I probably sound like a melancholic edgelord right now but I’m just too tired to hold it back.
Here’s to a world where we can die in peace. Cheers
Stay safe, Stay skinny. A x
“Words have power.”
Mira Grant, Author of “Feed”
Life, and other lies 