Current weight: 67.7 kg
I’m so tired of trying. Every day all I do is try and all I fucking do is fail. How do I keep going, how do I keep her going? I have nothing to show for the amount of effort I’ve put in to my life. If anything, it looks like I’ve deliberately torn it apart. I have lost all fucking control over who I am, and I can only apologise to myself so many times.
1 year, 2 weeks, 5 days. I can keep going, but I don’t think I want to much longer.
Stay safe, Stay skinny. A x
“What cannot be said will be wept”
– Sappho
Life, and other lies 