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Current Weight: 67.5 kg So I’m on day four of the infamous ABC diet, and I’m tired as hell xP all I wanna do is snack and stuff but I’m trying to be good and follow the diet. I’m tired as hell with life but I’m hoping this diet gets me to where I needContinue reading “29.04.21”

Current weight: 67.7 kg I’m so tired of trying. Every day all I do is try and all I fucking do is fail. How do I keep going, how do I keep her going? I have nothing to show for the amount of effort I’ve put in to my life. If anything, it looks likeContinue reading “5.3.21”

Current weight: Around 67 kg Wow I’ve been gone a while. So I’ve been cutting free for 1 year, 2 weeks and 3 days. I nearly slipped up 3 days ago which hurts, but I thankfully pulled through. I’ve been having breakdowns, trauma realisations, flashbacks, arguments with loved ones, and so much shit piling upContinue reading “3.3.2021”

Current weight: who gives a shit I’m still fat I’m so tired of existing. I feel numb all the time, I feel disgusting evey second of every day, and I hate so much. So much is fucked up with this fucking world and none of us can do anything to change it unless we allContinue reading “09.10.2020”

Current weight: Not checked in 2 weeks I need to just leave this page open so I remember to write. Since last time we talked, some stuff has happened. I’m in my new house, all my housemates are here, uni has started again, I’m single(ish), I’ve tried acid, and I haven’t weighed in for aContinue reading “05.10.2020”

Current weight: 70.1 kg I haven’t even been doing too much to change it. I kinda binged on wednesday, but made up for it on thursday (and today so far!) by only having 1 sausage, fried in onion, garlic and mushrooms each day. I don’t exercise much (well, kinda started some last night that IContinue reading “14.08.2020”

Current weight: not looked in over a week, when I saw 72 and shat myself nearly Today I started watching Sailor Moon which is fun! Already past the ana episode which was kinda fun to watch. I woke up still high from last night which is honestly cool as shit. Right now I’ve got aContinue reading “12.08.2020”

Current weight: over 70 kg So it’s been a hot second since being here, huh? What’s been up with me? Just moving house, stresses of being with family, overeating, drinking too much, getting high constantly, and a lot of other stuff. I think I’m going to make an effort, both with this blog and withContinue reading “11.08.2020”

Current weit: at so four of my keys are broken. See if you can work out wic ones! Im i as tits now. A lot as appened recently, but te sort version is: I want to be so fuckin fraile an tin. I need tis, or Im not onna keep livin Im so fuckin tired.Continue reading “18.04.2020”

I hate myseeeeeeeelf